Back and Forth Emotions

If you were inside my head,

you would need medication for motion sickness.

My mind flits from one thing to another.

One emotion to another.

Does yours?

Or is it just me?

After an extended weekend of family,

this morning it was just me and Daddy at the beach.

Seems my thoughts just kept going to Les and Mama.

Tears tried to well up in spite of efforts to sustain them.

Having stripped the beds and washed the sheets,

I remade them with the freshly washed and dried linens.

No big deal.

Except when I placed the pillowcase on the pillow labeled “Les.”

The roller coaster of emotions took off again.

I MISS HIM!

I hate being alone.

Yet, I know I’m not alone.

After finishing that chore, I decided to preview some DVD’s on heaven I have

borrowed called “Revealing the Mysteries of Heaven”

by David Jeremiah.

I watched two of them.

And I cried.

Tears of JOY!

Tears of joy in knowing that heaven is a real place.

That one day, Jesus is coming to get me and take me there to be with Him.

Not for an extended weekend,

but for eternity!!!

And I will see Les and Mama again.

How can I say that?

Because they put their trust in Jesus Christ while living.

That is the ONLY way to go to heaven.

But as great as that will be,

the VERY BESTEST PART

is being with Jesus!!!!!!!!!

The wonders of heaven are just icing on the cake.

Jesus is what will make it “heaven.”

I thank God for His Spirit who indwells me and aids me through the ups and downs of life.

My emotions may bounce around like the ball in a pin-ball machine,

but God is the anchor that keeps me grounded.

For that, I am thankful.

Lots of love, Sharon


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